INNERLIGHT science essay






33.innerlight    1. Degrees of consciousness, 'emotional evolution' and other conceptions


            'The desire from matter to be able to see, made our consciousness possible.' 


This is how a poet would explain life.


That poet wouldn't be far from the thruth. We are matter and matter is us.  There must have been 'consciousness' already in non-biological life, otherwise biological life shouldn't have been created.  Matter became more and more conscious about itself through it's finest form,biological life.  We became more conscious by beiing able to manage matter.  We also became more conscious of ourselves, thanks to other persons.   From the moment humanity started it's cultural adventure, they mainly occupied themselves with making material products, commodities...practical life, indeed is in fact mainly MOVEMENT outside our body...witch  is closely linked and starts with our biological needs.  Our biological 'soul' is the sum of  physical and chemical elements and laws, combined with our personality and emotions.   All forms of consciousness have their roots in matter...this was the word 'heathen', ('pagan') originally meant.  Our consciousness goes back to matter from the kosmos, it is in fact cosmos.  Human beiing in fact, is stone, plant and animal and in fact adds or can ad a higher degree of INNER SPIRITUAL movement, stronger then our basic emotional 'soul'.  There is a difference between the world outside us, our internal parts (our organs), our soul (emotionally bound) and our inner (the spiritual factor).  In order to understand then notion 'innercommunication' the differences and connections between the 'internal'(organs) and the 'soul' (emotional) and the 'inner' (spiritual); are very important.


            Everything that exist has a form, something without a form cannot exist, because something almost equal to zero tends to explode.  That's why nihilism makes no sense. 


When our body dies, out of the soul whereout our spirit continuously grew, our spirit is born, with it's own form of matter. We are 'all in one', everything linked together   : the minnerals with their laws of physics, the 'hardware'-structure of life, the basis of all objective science; combined with the laws of chemistery and all subjectiv laws that control our emotions and even the objectiv and subjectiv laws of society.  The laws of physics not only are about how atoms and molecules are build and about how, because of their attraction they build from the microcosmos the macrocosmos with it's galaxies. 


The laws of physics already show that eternally old and new desire to create from the 'innerlight of matter', hidden in the anti-matter of kosmos the 'normal' light we can now see outside in makrokosmos and the light of our hapiness inside.


Once the planet Earth was formed, the desire from the innerlight of matter to evoluate to more consciousness, could continue. The anorganic minnerals, created the organic cells...physics created chemistry...like out of XX-woman, came XYmen.  Physics, our skeleton, our relation with gravity...already teaching us the basics of psychological equilibrance.


            Chemistry, our stomach, symbol of creation of energy sitting on our unther-belly the matterly-part of the source of our sensuality who started one stage lower where our sexual energy is continously beiing born.  Beautiful story, isn't it, we cannot ignore that we are family of the hardware-matter...like when vulcanos errupt and produce furtile ground, we can 'errupt' as well and produce new life. 


            The energies you are reading about wright in the end produces 'intelligence'.  'Intelligence' in fact is the practical child of our spiritual development.  The 'intelligence' of vegetative life (like plants) is an intelligence that is more 'relaxed' teh the intelligence of animal-life.  Human intelligence still is more directed towards the struggle for life...it shouldn't stay that way, history will makes sure of that, (see:  users.skynet.be/octo), unther History.  Acquiring knowledge and cultural development as well as an insight in psychological relations in order to understand the world and the reason why one lives,




should become more important then a lot of commercial stupidity.  Where there is to much commercial pollution one cannot get in touch with ones own 'innercommunication'. 


Our organs are 'living beiings' as well. Our stomach gives us energy, but we have to put something in it. But our stomach can react by producing pain-warningsigns if we keep on having to much problems in our lives. 


All the information of every part of our body is centralised in the brain...where our intelligence and our emotions are trying to keep both sides of our brain in equilibrance.


In case of heavy conflicts the only solution is making a choice,(speaking some words, handling...)or taking a position of indifferent equilibrance..and patience.


            We have four kinds of CONSCIOUSNESS from BELOW :  unconsious consciousness or mineral consciousness,


untherconsciousness or vegetaive consciousness, bog-ore consciousness or biological consciousness...and consciousness.


This can produce  a number of conflicts between emotionally oposite energies : for exemple : fear and daring, pure instinct and sensuality,  jealousy and  comprehension,  fanity and selfknowledge, greed or solidarity, melancholy and gladness.


Human beiing and society is in a proces of development towards less egoism.   Therefore positive emotions must in general win from the negative ones.  To help us in this struggle we can use our four different  forms of consciousness from  ABOVE : hearing, speaking, seeing and intuitivity.  In general when we use the word 'consciousness' we mean everything we can registrate, the facts.  With 'untherconsciousness' we also mean the situations we can create on a long or short term by wishing this or that in our dreams, fantasy or thoughts...or with 'unconsciousness' the psychological substancy in matter itself.


An exemple of bog-ore consciousness is the wisdom of our genes or the other energies goiing through our body.


            A very special form of consciousness, the prelude of 'innercomuication' is 'intuition'.  It tries to shows us the way as well as amusing things or it even tries to predict or prefeel certain things for us.  Therefore you can read  about the TOOLS our spirit can use. 


All of our cells have different kinds of consciousness as well.  Those energies belong to one of the eight forms of consciousness I mentioned.  Our blood takes those forms of consciousness everywhere in our body.


According to the circumstances in a moment of some day, we thus get the apropriate words, images, thoughts, intuition...that go along with them.  That is the way in which our different forms of consciousness grow to an individual an collective spirit on it's way to beat negative emotions which keep us away from our innercommunication.  The purpose of it all is to discover the beautiful beiing, hidden inside of us. 


            Somethimes we need illusions to learn what we have yet to learn.  We are sometimes constantly beiing pushed into them by our different forms of consciousness.  You can reach a point where you not only get 'food' from what you eat but from the consciousness you have achieved.  Earth, water, bellies, air, hearing, seeing,speaking...they all produce different themes of life...they all produce differents forms of beiing...they all produce ...us.





34.innerlight 2. everything as an evolution of energy


            Everything is matter.  Matter is fastmatter (hardware) and ether-matter.


Innnerlightmatter exists in the spaces of anti-matter in the microkosmos of everything.  The innerlightmatter is a world like the macrocosmos with milions of degrees of warmth on each kubic millimeter.  All electrons have an eternal existence and turn like planets around their stars (atoms).  Who says there isn't life on these microplanets ?  Which energetic bridge is their between the visible and unvisible world of matter, between microcosmos and macrocosmos ? We ? Spiritual life ?


            In all 88 pure elements of Mendeljev's tabel to which we partly return after our dead,




there not only are chemical characteristics, but also physical forces : temperatures, distances, speeds, different degrees of pression. 


In the end all these complicated things produce beautifull things like a smile and feelings.  The less we have to suffer, the more innerlightenergy can flow through our body.  We can become more then a brain that has to concentrate on survival.


Our brain tries to obtain knowledge, our feelings try not to waste time on negative emotions and to love; our spirit reflects between the bridges between our inner-relation en the rest of our relations with others.  We should more wonder about the voyage that all intelligence before us, made between minneral, cel and us.  If we understand the energy that made this possible we will understand that we are being used by nature and it's intelligence to continue this journey towards more individual consciousness as a part of more collective consciousness that will result in more humanly forms ofliving together as a society and as individuals.  In this way we'll experience more satisfaction in our 'spiritual life' as well.


            If one doesn't believe that there could be a form of intelligence that did not need all te way we travelled to reach our consciousness, then we must put forward another axioma; namely :


'in the anti-matter from chemical elements there already existed a bog-ore intellgence that guided further evolution towards cells and finer ways of communication and consciousness.


            The voyage from the original pure elements till pure elements once again has lots of meanings.  The question whether our spiritual heritage can exist outside a biological carier


is not an easy one.  Will we only return to the consciousness of the pure elements we were composed of or not ?  Will it be a collectve consciousness or an individual one. 


I tried to give an answer by writing ' there was life after all, after dead'.


Maybe there is such a thing as a force that guids, but not leads the orchestra of life...let's call it 'collective consciousness' then.  Each person is a unique composition, a will to live that represents everyone that came into existence before her or him.


Being born is accepting the challenge of dealing with problems of all kind...ameliorating or completing what came before ones lifestory. 


            To finish this article, I add an axioma of mine that can help you philosophing about life and dead.




            In order to understand some practical experiences and to discover the laws by which they occur or happen, we can put forward some suppositions and test them to keep on ameliorating our findings and axiomas so in the end we should be able to feel the laws by which life moves… .   By doiing so we come close to the spiritual matter…but we will never fully understand everything about it…maybe because we cannot support the degrees of truth about or own life and that of others….


Exemples for  axioma :  " Our ‘spirit’ is born when our soul stops existing" (when our emotional life here dies together with our body).  « There is a kind of conversation between living souls and spiritual powers » or « there is no inter soul-spiritual contact between spiritual powers, they continue their own development in another world ».


« Reincarnation is only a biological issue...we cannot return ». « Soul-matter is passed on by our genes, spiritual matter can not be passed  in this dimmension ».  « In order to give our spiritual development a bonus we must learn how to get a strong soul in this earthly dimmension ...this means getting independent of negative emotions».


 « Can we change our existential menu ? »




If you are getting to much away of what you should be doiing with your life , then negative






emotions and feelings aswell as positive ones...or things that happen can be used by life to correct you.


            More about this very important energy later. Maybe my main exi.menu is about introducing a new kind of political system, but in order to be able to do so we’ll have to make people stronger in their pshygological, soul related life…therefore this study.


Or maybe my main exi.menu shall be explaing the difference between soul and spirit or the relation between them : must we get ‘stronger’ here in order to evoluate in another dimmension more favourably, or to be able to let those after us function better...during and after our own life ?


            EUREKA -axioma :Thesis : idealist axioma.  Antithesis : materialist axioma.  Synthesis : indifferent equilibre.         


The idealist axioma is based on the axioma that you keep on functioning OUTSIDE the body, related to the energy you left behind before you died.  Everyone evoluates in the direction of his dead, a moment when one becomes an unbodylike energy that will become part of the further evolution of the ones you leave behind...or evoluates more or less independently according to ones merits.  My materialist eureka is based on the fact that spiritual life can only exist within a biological ‘house’ and is genetically bound by means of family and further on….a statement that not necessarely means accepting the fact of interrelations between the material and spiritual world. Isn't our earthly soul something in between the idealist and materialist vision , an embryo for the spiritual dimmension ?


That's why next  to the material and idealist axioma’s I also put forward the synthese : an axioma of ‘indifferent equlibre’ stating that once the biological life comes to an end we return to the consciousness of the elements that made us : minneral, water, air, light…hidden in the anti-matter of them…maybe enjoyable as well,but unconscient ?    So just by beeiing air and light an minnerals...they join the living in an indifferent way...feeding the living ones, taking biologically part in their existence...and by their indifference, maybe have an influence after all. 


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