13-07-14

Closer to the soul story

 

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filoview pictures : the Vikings went to Spain and maybe the Spanish name Vicca came from them ?

Closer to the soul intro

Hello, allow me to present myself. My name is ‘combination’. Of course I also have a name which my family passed me on. In Dutch it means ‘he that watches from a mountain’. If I was to give a definition of my name, I would give you a philosophical meditation I once wrote :
everybody has a name
everybody has a name My name is combination. I combine. The innocent aspirations of youth, with the illusions and the wrong mirrors of reality, of growing up, with the hope for new illusions to believe in, with the fate that we evolve to the real lessons, to the real feeling, to the best act in real art's NOW------ I combine. The pains and joys of the past, with understanding the present ones with the aspirations of tomorrow with all the energy deep inside me----- I combine. The political theories with the working conditions, with the real emotional world of daily people, with wanting to change things----- I combine. The news on war, poverty, famine, with all kind of wealth diseases , with all kinds of unhappiness that reigns, with breaking the solitude of the individual------ I combine. The living and the dead, with the longing for fulfillment with wanting to recognize , who in fact I am, with observing all kinds of forgotten energies------ I combine. Friendship and Love and Lust with satisfaction and negative emotions, with solutions and new problems, with rest and unease---- I combine, I combine, I combine. I cannot do otherwise, al dough I try, I always have to combine. Because combination shall be my name until it's no longer necessary... And I become part of another world ? combination Is there an energy with a comparable consciousness as ours, which did not need to follow the same evolutionary road ?

Not just by coincidence, Life that has existed for ever, used it’ s current big bang cycle to try to make us aware of It’ s meaning. When you study science you will discover the wonder that preceded us. Then you might have the following feeling that will occur in your mind :
"Peace will come in the hart of the ones with the honest souls. Preserve the earth from destruction and lead the people towards better lives. The world is one, never ever forget. There is only one life and one world, take your responsibility and live as conscious as possible.
Be light to be a guide. Go to the streets, speak of joys to be. Your place is everywhere you will feel free. Observe, restrain your forces.
Show them what the material world and the spiritual matter is all about. The truth is very simple. It's hidden in the past, lives in the present and needs the future. Why is there so little joy to be found amongst many ? People do not wonder enough about who they really are and what the life they lead really means. They should be more philosophers, they should ask themselves why they live in a society of wealth and poverty, peace and war, stress at work and unemployment. But there are other reasons for the lack of joy also...
reasons one cannot write about yet...and reasons one cannot write about."
Looking back at those words at the end of july 2006, I can indeed say that peace can only come in my heart the day more people start thinking and acting to make this world a good place to live for everyone. Why should we let the direction of this world in the hands of a tiny minority exploiting it for the sake of the same minority ? Why should we be forced to sit down and watch this world go to pieces more and more, day by day ? The ones we are used to see on our screens, shaking their 'important' hands, having a drink behind their long reunion tables, planning wars and presenting themselves as the heroes of the human race, in fact are the same ones that feed barbarity.
They prevent people from having a meaningful job and hold them into a kind a slavery. They control States and companies and therefore have a great power over our lives. They in fact dictate what news is to be brought and they keep on writing their own blood version of history
And what about we ? We accept the hundred ways in which they control our lives. When will it get through to a majority of us...the condition this world is in, is the result of our unconsciousness and our unwillingness to do something about it...we gave and give them a free hand. Will we further allow them to lie to us about what real freedom and human values are all about ? We won't...and 'we' begins with us.
Which are the reasons why we often have a lack of joy and personal and social commitment ? If we want to know where our negative emotions come from and who in fact we are...we should not go to our different kind of existing churches for an explanation.
If you like to go to churches and read some ancient texts, then do it in a way that you keep in mind that the people who wrote those texts were a product of their time as much as we are now. Philosophical answers and faith can as well be found in the things that science reaches us then in several holy texts. It is to be said that some of them have become outdated, especially those who consider humor a dangerous thing and who teach that one kind of believers is 'better' then another one. But let us consider ourselves as humans instead of uncritical followers of some kind of believe. By connecting philosophy with science I'll try to prove that believing in what science teaches us does not necessarily go against religious aspirations as eternal life.
What we really are and where we came from.
In fact in our search for the meaning of life, we can start by realizing that something can only exist if it has a meaning, a sense.
Why is that ? Because something without a form cannot exist...every kind of matter that tends to take a space which tends to approach or equalize to 'zero' ...it explodes. It's just like 'the' or one of the 'big-bangs' of the history of universe. Too much pressure on a certain point, makes everything explode, in both the micro and macro world...who in fact are one : stars, atoms, cells, ...even our relations...too much pressure makes new developments possible...if these are improving the position of the old situation...we call something 'meaningful'.
The laws of nature developed very ideal conditions for life as we know it, to get started. After the big-bang there wasn't really anything one could 'touch'. Matter existed as different kind of radiation. In Dutch the word for 'radiation' is 'straling'...when someone is happy we say he looks 'stralend'. It were the laws and try-outs of radiation that produced the first atom and later on the planets and the climate conditions that created the first cell and so on. It really is an amazing story which one can look up for oneself. So next time you walk through a forest be also aware of the speed with which the earth under your feet still travels in the direction it was pushed some 15 billion years ago.
All that beautiful past, all the wisdom the first cells attained when they learned how to divide to stay alive...all of that stuff is still living the very moment you read these words. When we die a part of us becomes minerals and so on, but the radiation leaves our bodies...the study of the way our mind observes and some personal experiences I prefer not calling 'mystical', as well as some scientific studies lead me to strongly believe that our lives not only have a social meaning...but on a personal level we interact to create the conditions that bring us closer to our soul. Our soul, not only the pieces of genetic heritage going back to the first cells...but the essence that is really ours...maybe it's our continuous  enriched radiation from so long ago.
In fact, isn't everything that exists not only one soul ? We see 'God' as the ideal abstract person which controls everything, but in fact the purpose of our evolution is to make this world work so that we materially can live in peace to spend more and more time in comparing the ways in which we give meaning to our lives. To someone who believes in reincarnation we would say that the same person can appear under approximate  the same conditions after a billion big-bangs for example...or maybe we could answer that we were already there as a piece of all the ones we descended from. We are a great mix, but the navigator inside us should always follow the line of his hart, not the line of how much money he can make or how he can take a revenge on someone. We should all try to overcome all our philosophical, religious and personal differences and negative emotions based on what ever happened in the past and forget our bloody history and start again by focusing on the present and wishing good things for the future to come.

Matter and spirit have always been one. Matter was energy and energy always means the possibility of creation and evolution.
Even if one tries to destroy energy you always get a change of form, no vanishing into nothing.
'The meaning of life' is something that has always been there. The journey from nature to human culture was a very long one.
Matter contains energy that has prepared the coming into being of spiritual energy...or maybe matter originally always was the total collected energy between two big bangs. The first meaning of life is therefore the coming into existence, the maintenance and growth of spiritual matter. All chemical and physical powers like temperatures, distances, speeds, pressure , time as well;
all movements from atoms and cells ...everything serves the growth of spiritual energy.
It has always been like this, because electrons cannot be destroyed. Our mind is not only composed by the electrons of all our brain cells, but of the atoms of all our other cells. In fact we can say that all our cells have a specific consciousness.
The question 'who are we', can best be answered by 'where do we come from'. That question no longer is a monopoly of religion. 'Religion' comes from the French word 'relier', combining. Combining science and philosophy and politics and psychology, helps us to understand the real meaning of our lives. 'Faith' can be based upon a beautiful smile or brilliantly used words or notes as well...the answer to the question 'the meaning of life', never only is intellectual.

In fact the ones who wonder to much about whether there is or isn't a God, are occupied with the following question : 'Is there an energy that has less or as much or more consciousness as we...and did that energy not have to travel all the way from radiation to atom to cell and human being to achieve this consciousness ' ? What kind of energy is present in and before a big-bang : t the enriched energy of the previous cycle of big-bang and collapse  in one point again ...or is it every time the same kind of energy starting all the way from the same energy level ?
So in fact what some call 'god' could be the expression of the longing for more energy, more enriched consciousness...in the present, future and past, the past, being the previous energy level situation. In fact when we die we maybe still have our radiation as a form of being aware.
It thus seems that the creation of endless energy always restarts with not wanting to be nothing or nobody...both non existing things. 'Radiation' thus is the combination of all kinds of energy that existed in a cycle between two big-bangs and which wants to start again and start something new.
Is it Einstein and others and their books and heritage or the radiation they are amongst us that makes me conclude all this after years ? Who knows and how to make it concrete...by literature maybe...if not in daily life, there are a lot of strange things happening ?
Rather than being divided into traditional believers and their divisions on the one hand and those who believe in another way and it' s divisions... aren't there enough other questions we should resolve ?
Why isn't there a system for managing society that makes ignorance, war, poverty and famine impossible ?
How come the relationship between 'lovers' or other relationships can be so complicated ?
So, in one question : 'why does man have so much difficulties with those strange 'things' like god, dead, history, money or values like friendship, family, pleasure, lust, ... ' ?
I think for one part it is because we haven't learned to observe objectively enough...aren't our observations continuously  being deformed by our own or the negative emotions and ignorance of others ?
On the other hand it seems like maybe even before the ejaculation and the landing of the egg, there's a game between coalitions of genes going on...like as if our past seeks to continue it' s story in the future already...
not wanting to become 'meaningless' but learning the lessons the previous generations we ones were still had and have to learn. So in fact life has always been and is an endless school, teaching in many ways.

In this part of my writing I will not talk a lot of Life in it’ s social and political appearance. Those economic conditions do influence our relations and awareness a lot and history tries to invent a more neutral system to manage society on a world scale starting from the place you work or live. Later on I will give you a link where an alternative for the current systems is presented.
It is important to keep in mind that in order to abolish poverty and war and so many forms of needless exploitation it is necessary to become aware of one’ s personal evolution. When to many people keep on being prisoners of their own negative emotions or those of others, this will put too much weight on the historical process of renewal. That is the way the total hierarchy of all kinds of evolutions work.

 

To show you why Life’ s good energy comes along more often on times when you understand more about your personal or total environment of relations, I will tell you the stories of a number of people whose lines crossed directly and indirectly those of the preacher whose autobiography I am trying to write. We have agreed that he can intervene in these texts, whenever he feels like it.

 

 

 

A 400 year jump

 

Everything is recent. Writing somebodies biography, one can start in the now and go back from time to time or one can start in a certain past and the even jump into the future, projecting things in the future becomes more possible ones you get very skilled in the two first methods. The preacher whose biography I will write will intervene in the present time, I will start in the present.
Once upon a time there was a man who descended from a long line of people which all had some ties with a Spanish officer who married a Flemish farmer 's daughter. His name was Vicca and he arrived in the South Netherlands to do the dirty work for the Spanish king and all the wealthy persons that surrounded him. VicCA did not like what he was doing and in those days (16 th century) one had to tell ones conscience that it was all for the victory of the CAtholic church.
Vicca obeyed his general Alva and was rewarded with a piece of land about 45 kilometers from Bruselas (Brussels). He married a local woman, Josephina Blueyd and witnessed that period in history when the northern, dialects of Dutch speaking people broke away from the Roman catholic church. For the next 400 years the southern part, the Flemish part, was not as free as it comes to religious interpretation of the bible as the northern part. Spanish clergy put the accent more on suffering as a necessity to reach heaven then the followers of the different branches of protestants. Understanding the world in a more scientific and philosophical way, still had a long way to go for the large majority of people. Whether one believed in God or whether one felt oneself as a part of everlasting nature, life was hard in those days.  Feeling a bit guilty about his military career, Dionysus gave money to construct the 'chapel of the sad people' in Wever, near the village of Attenrode where he died in 1584. The Flemish nationalist with the name of the first village in his name, wasn't born yet. Telematics and the telecom company ATT didn't exist yet and there was limited class struggle, which did not call itself 'red'(rood) yet. Officially the chapel was to be dedicated to one of the victories over the army of the Dutch leader Willem Van Nassau...but in fact more psychological reasons drove Dionysus Vicca. Speaking of psychological or spiritual reasons…that chapel over there, also became known as the place where hundreds of years later a nun got rid of her religious cloths, even before the time of the modern women ‘s liberation period which started in the sixties of the twentieth century.
History and psychology would affect, as they do for everyone, the lives of the descendants of Josephina and Dionysus, but in a special way, because the confrontation between the South and North of Europe would not only lead to descendants with blue or dark eyes etc... but also at the confrontation of psychological and philosophical attitudes. After a number of historical episodes and generations who passed on their negative and positive emotions in order to let Life continue the search for wisdom, some 4 centuries later a modern preacher was born from the midst of the descendants of Dion. His name was Arthur Tomboy. He would never go and fight for King neither Church and from a certain period in his life, he would take more interest in Atoms and ions, our A. Tomboy, then in the Bible or other religious texts. He discovered that it was possible to prove that dying wasn't the end and wouldn't have the same kind of continuation for everybody. Al dough a socially progressive person, Arthur Tomboy wasn't conservative because of his philosophical approaches concerning life and dead. As he would say one day "replace the word God by the word Life and try to understand what Life in fact is". He would at least write 50 philosophical essays before his picture about Life became complete, but he never would have been able to fully understand the impact of his social, philosophical and psychological and spiritual ideas, without the intensive practical life he was to lead on all those fields. And that is where we will be writing about ones we have jumped over the gap between the sixteenth and twenty first century.
As what social and political issues are concerned, the gap can be overcome by the same stories that some of the descendants of Dion left behind. Some of them were in constant conflict with nobility and looked for land of their own to make a living. Some even immigrated, others tried to make the laws applicable in a more just way. A lot of them were a blessing for their local community, just by being respectful farmers, artisans or caretaking house wives or good friends. Some of them organized artistic events or song on weddings. Others were more trusted in in advice then they would have trusted some priests. Even in the twentieth century there was an editor who supported books on culture and progressive policy making, who lived in Sweden. The direct descendants in the masculine line were farmers in Attenrode, living in the shadow of a castle, saying no when they got too much exploitation of their backs in return for being good hard workers, willingly to do good. When the first world war came, their son flew to Holland and in the second world war he was as a farmer, trader and café holder a leading member of a left wing resistance group. Before and after the second world war, there was a lack of work for young sons of farmers and so it came that the sons of the resistance grandfather of Arthur, had to go and find a job as Flemish people near the industry in the French part of the country…but there wasn’t work enough at Cockerill Yards, so the sons took up an independent trade.

 

 

 

to be or not to be, but what is 'to be' ?

 

The begin of time never existed.

 

We give and take and leave our traces.

 

Circumstances were always different, 'evolution' you know,... 'being' was, is, will always be one.

 

Even when on a sudden day it looks like 'being' isn't there anymore.

 

Maybe it left us, hopefully, as enriched radiation. Back to the roots of biological life.

 

There are a number of ways to express oneself if one wants to communicate about the essence of life.

 

I could pass you films about the beauty of the universe.

 

I could show you pictures, send you some music, encourage you to use your artistic skills, your talents, study... .

 

I could translate some texts I wrote so far, guide you to my main blogs and their links and those of others.

 

I could tell you stories the roles in life we play for others.

 

I could invite you to come and talk about it or to react by email.

 

I could post videos with spoken explanation, but the effort to understand starts in your own environment.

 

It would lead us to far, in time, as one grows older and one learns to deal with emotions, one gets wiser... .

 

In our own lifetime we evolve, based on our levels of consciousness and knowledge and people we meet.

 

Everyone has their own experiences in life to interpret and deal with, learn and share with others.

 

Life is not just something that happened by coincidence.

 

It is something completely spiritual that translated itself in to matter starting from the radiation after a big bang.

 

Why was there a big bang, probably in a cycle of big bangs ?

 

Because something that tends to become smaller or equal than zero tends to explode.

 

Symbolically (spiritually) this means that something without a form cannot exist.

 

When something tends to become meaningless, it disapears in to another form of energy.

 

Because of the growing pressure to evolve, it's lifetime is limited.

 

Whether a social or an individual relationship, that basic law of 'making sense' controls all evolution.

 

The road from radiation to atom, molecule ,cell, organisms...to us or from tribe to modern society...breads evolution.

 

In each episode there are laws of attraction that play their part in the game of growing consciousness.

 

Everything has a core in the micro and macro world. Galaxies, milky ways, stars, atoms...our own inner.

 

An atom has a proton (+) and neutron position (+-), the surrounding electrons are -

 

Symbolically this means that an atom or even a person can react or not, atoms with energy, we in words, mimic...

 

or one can take an observational attitude...opting for a kind of indifferent balance.

 

Whatever we do always depends of what came in to existence before us.

 

Philosophically the question is : in how far are we free to choose and in how far are we determined by what and who ?

 

It might be a question over the border of those who lived and those who live.

 

One can interpret something logically-scientifically or (and) symbolically.

 

If one considers science in this way, it not only tells us a scientific story, but one with a purpose.

 

Every life once lived, was prepared to become in to being aware of more and more.

 

We have a choice, taking an interest in what thinkers, writers...scientists said and say or not.

 

We can decide to play computer games all day and taking no interest in what is going on in society.

 

We can chose to live without taking a real interest in the souls of the ones we love or happen to know.

 

What we cannot escape from is the untruth we believe in, because we were told so or because we made our selves believe in.

 

 

 

That morning

 

The day before was a day of rest, while wanting to understand some missing clues in the interpretation of what life was, of what the life I lead was. In the morning, again after a dream I forgot about, I woke up at an hour which my mind had planned the day before, without use of a mechanic or digital clock what so ever. So that meant I was indeed to take the road to Tirlemont and help distribute some flyers for an info event about the rising cost of life. I saw a worker at the train station, with in his hand a newspaper that yesterday shouted ‘the Greek, knife on the throat’ or ‘swallow or suffocate’ , about the stupid euro-money crisis, threating people like numbers for the sake of the profits of the top layer in society. I was in a part in my life where Pulling the World to improve it (Tire le Mont in French, Tirlemont by the way is near the French speaking part of Belgium), went above my forces as the social battle for the equality and justice in society was concerned.

 

 

 

Afterwards I drove to the chapel the general Dionysus Vicca had let built in Attenrode, after a victory on the Geuzen in the sixteenth century.   The Geuzen meant well and just wanted to interpret the Bible in a different way, but the road toward what Laurence Gardner in Maria Magdalena wrote, was still long.  The southern Europe looking Vicca married a Germanic looking wife here and according to the research of an uncle of mine, we are descendants from them.  The door of the chapel was open and as I read the story from the chapel on the wall, I understood that my grandfather, involved in the second world war events as a member of the  resistance still had been a victim of the brutal way in which history from time to time evolves.  He had survived interrogation by Flemish collaborators, who together with the occupation force already knew who was hiding were, they did not have to interrogate him not for that after the murder on a member of the collaboration by another resistance group then my grandfathers.  Grandfather had warned against those kind of actions.  So nowadays it seems that we live in peace in parts of the world while other parts still are insecure. It will all come to a good ending I hope, in the meanwhile I will try to find out what else to write besides of some historical tales. Funny how people  living now, long time after the events I mentioned, in their lives, still have encountered people with the names of Vicca or Kuchenberg…even not in a historical but rather psychological background.

 

 

 

Truth.  As a young boy already,  Eco was looking for it. What did he hear in that word ? Through  the root of everything, everybody ?  Everything that exists, comes in to being due to what happened before. One of the great things in live, is that everything has an explanation.  Life departed from radiation and now we live in our cells before becoming radiation again.

 

 

 

everybody has a name

 

everybody has a name My name is combination. I combine. The innocent aspirations of youth, with the illusions and the wrong mirrors of reality, of growing up, with the hope for new illusions to believe in, with the fate that we evolve to the real lessons, to the real feeling, to the best act in real art's NOW------ I combine.        The pains and joys of the past, with understanding the present ones with the aspirations of tomorrow with all the energy deep inside me----- I combine. The political theories with the working conditions, with the real emotional world of daily people, with wanting to change things----- I combine. The news on war, poverty, famine, with all kind of wealth diseases , with all kinds of unhappiness that reigns, with breaking the solitude of the individual------ I combine. The living and the dead, with the longing for fulfillment  with wanting to recognize , who in fact I am, with observing all kinds of forgotten energies------ I combine. Friendship and Love and Lust with satisfaction and negative emotions, with solutions and new problems, with rest and unease---- I combine, I combine, I combine. I cannot do otherwise, al dough  I try, I always have to combine. Because combination shall be my name until it's no longer necessary... And I  become part of another world ? combination Is there an energy with a comparable consciousness as ours, which did not need to follow the same evolutionary road ? 

 

 

 

Not just by  coincidence, Life that has existed for ever, used it’ s current big bang cycle to try to make us aware of It’ s meaning.  When you study science you will discover the wonder that preceded us.  Then you might have the following feeling that will occur in your mind :

 

"Peace will come in the hart of the ones with the honnest souls. Preserve the earth from destruction and lead the people towards better lives.  The world is one, never ever forget.  There is only one life and one world, take your responsibility and live as conscious as possible. 

 

Be light to be a guide.  Go to the streets, speak of joys to be.  Your place is everywhere you will feel free.  Observe, restrain your forces.

 

Show them what the material world and the spiritual matter is all about.  The truth is very simple. It's hidden in the past, lives in the present and needs the future.  Why is there so little joy to be found amongst many ?  People do not wonder enough about who they really are and what the life they lead really means.  They should be more philosophers, they should ask themselves why they live in a society of wealth and poverty, peace and war, stress at work and unemployment. But there are other reasons for the lack of joy also...

 

reasons one cannot write about yet...and reasons one cannot write about."

 

         Looking back at those words at the end of july 2006, I can indeed say that peace can only come in my heart the day more people start thinking and acting to make this world a good place to live for everyone. Why should we let the direction of this world in the hands of a tiny minority exploiting it for the sake of the same minority ? Why should we be forced to sit down and watch this world go to pieces more and more, day by day ? The ones we are used to see on our screens, shaking their 'important' hands, having a drink behind their long reunion tables, planning wars and presenting themselves as the heroes of the human race, in fact are the same ones that feed barbarity.
They prevent people from having a meaningful job and hold them into a kind a slavery. They control States and companies and therefore have a great power over our lives. They in fact dictate what news is to be brought and they keep on writing their own blood version of history
And what about we ? We accept the hundred ways in which they control our lives. When will it get through to a majority of us...the condition this world is in, is the result of our unconsciousness and our unwillingness to do something about it...we gave and give them a free hand. Will we further allow them to lie to us about what real freedom and human values are all about ? We won't...and 'we' begins with us.
Which are the reasons why we often have a lack of joy and personal and social commitment ? If we want to know where our negative emotions come from and who in fact we are...we should not go to our different kind of existing churches for an explanation.
If you like to go to churches and read some ancient texts, then do it in a way that you keep in mind that the people who wrote those texts were a product of their time as much as we are now. Philosophical answers and faith can as well be found in the things that science reaches us then in several holy texts. It is to be said that some of them have become outdated, especially those who consider humor a dangerous thing and who teach that one kind of believers is 'better' then another one. But let us consider ourselves as humans instead of uncritical followers of some kind of believe. By connecting philosophy with science I'll try to prove that believing in what science teaches us does not necessarily go against religious aspirations as eternal life.
What we really are and where we came from.
In fact in our search for the meaning of life, we can start by realizing that something can only exist if it has a meaning, a sense.
Why is that ? Because something without a form cannot exist...every kind of matter that tends to take a space which tends to approach or equalize to 'zero' ...it explodes. It's just like 'the' or one of the 'big-bangs' of the history of universe. Too much pressure on a certain point, makes everything explode, in both the micro and macro world...who in fact are one : stars, atoms, cells, ...even our relations...too much pressure makes new developments possible...if these are improving the position of the old situation...we call something 'meaningful'.
The laws of nature developed very ideal conditions for life as we know it, to get started. After the big-bang there wasn't really anything one could 'touch'. Matter existed as different kind of radiation. In Dutch the word for 'radiation' is 'straling'...when someone is happy we say he looks 'stralend'. It were the laws and try-outs of radiation that produced the first atom and later on the planets and the climate conditions that created the first cell and so on. It really is an amazing story which one can look up for oneself. So next time you walk through a forest be also aware of the speed with which the earth under your feet still travels in the direction it was pushed some 15 billion years ago.
All that beautiful past, all the wisdom the first cells attained when they learned how to divide to stay alive...all of that stuff is still living the very moment you read these words. When we die a part of us becomes minerals and so on, but the radiation leaves our bodies...the study of the way our mind observes and some personal experiences I prefer not calling 'mystical', as well as some scientific studies lead me to strongly believe that our lives not only have a social meaning...but on a personal level we interact to create the conditions that bring us closer to our soul. Our soul, not only the pieces of genetic heritage going back to the first cells...but the essence that is really ours...maybe it's our continuous  enriched radiation from so long ago.
In fact, isn't everything that exists not only one soul ? We see 'God' as the ideal abstract person which controls everything, but in fact the purpose of our evolution is to make this world work so that we materially can live in peace to spend more and more time in comparing the ways in which we give meaning to our lives. To someone who believes in reincarnation we would say that the same person can appear under approximate  the same conditions after a billion big-bangs for example...or maybe we could answer that we were already there as a piece of all the ones we descended from. We are a great mix, but the navigator inside us should always follow the line of his hart, not the line of how much money he can make or how he can take a revenge on someone. We should all try to overcome all our philosophical, religious and personal differences and negative emotions based on what ever happened in the past and forget our bloody history and start again by focusing on the present and wishing good things for the future to come.

Matter and spirit have always been one. Matter was energy and energy always means the possibility of creation and evolution.
Even if one tries to destroy energy you always get a change of form, no vanishing into nothing.
'The meaning of life' is something that has always been there. The journey from nature to human culture was a very long one.
Matter contains energy that has prepared the coming into being of spiritual energy...or maybe matter originally always was the total collected energy between two big bangs. The first meaning of life is therefore the coming into existence, the maintenance and growth of spiritual matter. All chemical and physical powers like temperatures, distances, speeds, pressure , time as well;
all movements from atoms and cells ...everything serves the growth of spiritual energy.
It has always been like this, because electrons cannot be destroyed. Our mind is not only composed by the electrons of all our brain cells, but of the atoms of all our other cells. In fact we can say that all our cells have a specific consciousness.
The question 'who are we', can best be answered by 'where do we come from'. That question no longer is a monopoly of religion. 'Religion' comes from the French word 'relier', combining. Combining science and philosophy and politics and psychology, helps us to understand the real meaning of our lives. 'Faith' can be based upon a beautiful smile or brilliantly used words or notes as well...the answer to the question 'the meaning of life', never only is intellectual.

In fact the ones who wonder to much about whether there is or isn't a God, are occupied with the following question : 'Is there an energy that has less or as much or more consciousness as we...and did that energy not have to travel all the way from radiation to atom to cell and human being to achieve this consciousness ' ? What kind of energy is present in and before a big-bang : t the enriched energy of the previous cycle of big-bang and collapse  in one point again ...or is it every time the same kind of energy starting all the way from the same energy level ?
So in fact what some call 'god' could be the expression of the longing for more energy, more enriched consciousness...in the present, future and past, the past, being the previous energy level situation. In fact when we die we maybe still have our radiation as a form of being aware.
It thus seems that the creation of endless energy always restarts with not wanting to be nothing or nobody...both non existing things. 'Radiation' thus is the combination of all kinds of energy that existed in a cycle between two big-bangs and which wants to start again and start something new.
Is it Einstein and others and their books and heritage or the radiation they are amongst us that makes me conclude all this after years ? Who knows and how to make it concrete...by literature maybe...if not in daily life, there are a lot of strange things happening ?
Rather than being divided into traditional believers and their divisions on the one hand and those who believe in another way and it' s divisions... aren't there enough other questions we should resolve ?
Why isn't there a system for managing society that makes ignorance, war, poverty and famine impossible ?
How come the relationship between 'lovers' or other relationships can be so complicated ?
So, in one question : 'why does man have so much difficulties with those strange 'things' like god, dead, history, money or values like friendship, family, pleasure, lust, ... ' ?
I think for one part it is because we haven't learned to observe objectively enough...aren't our observations continuously  being deformed by our own or the negative emotions and ignorance of others ?
On the other hand it seems like maybe even before the ejaculation and the landing of the egg, there's a game between coalitions of genes going on...like as if our past seeks to continue it' s story in the future already...
not wanting to become 'meaningless' but learning the lessons the previous generations we ones were still had and have to learn. So in fact life has always been and is an endless school, teaching in many ways.

In this part of my writing I will not talk a lot of Life in it’ s social and political appearance. Those economic conditions do influence our relations and awareness a lot and history tries to invent a more neutral system to manage society on a world scale starting from the place you work or live. Later on I will give you a link where an alternative for the current systems is presented.
It is important to keep in mind that in order to abolish poverty and war and so many forms of needless exploitation it is necessary to become aware of one’ s personal evolution. When to many people keep on being prisoners of their own negative emotions or those of others, this will put too much weight on the historical process of renewal. That is the way the total hierarchy of all kinds of evolutions work.
To show you why Life’ s good energy comes along more often on times when you understand more about your personal or total environment of relations, I will tell you the stories of a number of people whose lines crossed directly and indirectly those of the preacher whose autobiography I am trying to write. We have agreed that he can intervene in these texts, whenever he feels like it.

 

 

 

Everything is recent 

 

Writing somebodies biography, one can start in the now and go back from time to time or one can start in a certain past and the even jump into the future, projecting things in the future becomes more possible ones you get very skilled in the two first methods.  The preacher whose biography I will write will intervene in the present time, I will start in the present.

 

Once upon a time there was a man who descended from a long line of people wich all had some ties with a Spanish officer who married a Flemish farmer 's daughter.  His name was Vicca and he arrived in the South Netherlands to do the dirty work for the Spanish king and all the wealthy persons that surrounded him.   VicCA did not like what he was doiing and in those days (16 th century) one had to tell ones conscience that it was all for the victory of the CAtholic church.  Vicca obeyed his general Alva and was rewarded with a piece of land about 45 kilometers from Bruselas (Brussels).  He married a local woman, Josephina Blueyd and witnessed that period in history when the northern Dutch speaking people broke away from the Roman catholic church. For the next 400 years the southern part, the Flemish part was not as free as it comes to religious interpretation of the bible as the northern part.  Spanish catholicism put the accent more on suffering as a necessity to reach heaven then the followers of the different branches of protestantism.  Interpretating the world in a more scientific and philosophical way, still had a long way to go for the large majority of people.  Whether one believed in God or whether one feld oneself as a part of everlasting nature, life was hard in those days.  Feeling a bit guilty about his military career, he gave money to  construct the 'chapel of the sad people' in Wever, near the village of Attenrode where he died in 1584.     The Flemish nationalist with the name of the first village in his name, wasn't born yet. Telematica and ATT didn't exist yet and aldough there was limited class strugle, it did not call itself 'red'(rode) yet.  Officially the chapel was to be dedicated to one of  the victories over the army of the Dutch leader Willem Van Nassau...but in fact more psychological reasons drove Dionysus Vicca.  That chapel over there, also became known as the place where hundreds of years later a nun trew away her religious cloths, even before the time of the modern womens liberation period wich started in the sixties of the twentieth century. History and psychology would affect, as they do for everyone, the lives of the descendants of Josephina and Dionysus, but in a special way, because the confrontation between the South and North of Europe would not only lead to descendants with blue or dark eyes etc... but also at the confrontation of psychological and philosophical attitudes.  After a number of historical periodes and generations who past on there negative and positive emotions in order to let life continue it's search for wisdom, some 4 centuries later a modern preacher was born from the midst of the descendents of Dion.  His name was Arthur Tomboy. He would never go and fight for King neither Church and from a certain period in his life, he would take more intrest in Atoms and ions, our A.Tomboy, then in the Bible or other religious texts. He discovered that it was possible to prove that dyiing wasn't the end and wouldn't have the same kind of continuation for everybody.  Aldough a socialy progressive person, Arthur Tomboy wasn't conservative because of his philosophical aproaches concerning life and dead. As he would say one day "replace the word God by the word Life and try to understand what Life in fact is". He would at least write 50 philosophical essays befor his picture about Life became complete, but he never would have been able to fully understand the impact of his social, philosophical and psychological and spiritual ideas, without the intensive life he was to lead on all those fields.  And that is where we will be writing about. 

 

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